eifie @eifie@occult.camp

to whom it may apply; you are so worthy of love

and for that matter, if youre cis you should definitely seek out why you feel that way and whether or not you may not actually in fact be nb or trans. even if you arrive at the conclusion that you are indeed cis you will have recontextualized what makes you that way. it doesnt make it a phase or a trend, its self-exploration and it gives the power back to yourself.

youre not too fat, youre not too dark skinned, your features arent wrong. you might not look like that other person but youll feel more like yourself.

after watching my gf (among many others) struggle with her gender identity my honest feelings are that if youre in a secure enough place to do so and youre just scared of taking that leap of faith with yourself in coming out, you should really just try it.

try out the pronouns, the name changes, the different styles. even if it comes out awkward and not quite how you want it to the experience will free you in so many ways.

my gf is the mirror to my soul honestly and she fills me with so much i inspiration, seeing the way she newly approached art after we had political shifts gave me the context i needed for how to approach my own and i finally feel happy with my art again

aksjjs ok im okay reading my gfs posts helps me.

i feel so unsafe (immediately and physically) no matter where i go and i can never express how the lack of security has affected every aspect of my life to anyone around me

seeing her and holding her stops the bad thoughts

i want to be back with my gf

life is so pure? and you would waste it for sick vices and fleeting whims. who are you to anyone and why are you worth anything at all to the rest of us who are trying to live

wait i got mad way earlier omg i hate men you guys they can ruin entire planets

i got mad on tumblr

i dont think its conflicting to say the things that i feel but sometimes people think that it is. i dont understand

ive been getting away with dollar brand stuff, but i do recommend higher quality foundation at the very least if youre relying on it for hiding blemishes

for anyone whos interested heres a makeup tutorial one of friends (@/hybr1drainbow on twitter) who is a professional beautician compiled for me.

i had specifically asked for more to do with application & understanding the basics, i wanted to avoid people who are just cashing out on advertising brands, but a lot of them do list labels and such too.

i assume this will probably apply mostly to people with a light complexion? but should have some information which is useful for anyone.

https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLLqzs59E3qubnwOanvB1fFtC2XH1IzuYy