so...I may have had a visit from this guy at work, during my last shift?
there was a different "feel" from Loki. more chaotic, less comfortable (not that Loki is ever "comfortable" exactly but I feel like they're more relatable, more _fun_)
now I got nothing against Satanism at all really (heck, my acquaintance @KawaSeadrake dabbled upon a time as I remember) but I feel in general like Satan is too chaotic a figure of for me to want to have *too* much to do with
Loki is chaotic but there I feel a sense of purpose. Learning to ride the turbulence and control it. Satan is more "let's fuck shit uuuuup"
and I can respect that, especially as affairs in the world outside grow worse
I sort of feel like there's some kind of alliance between the two...it's possible that the bonding orbitals between me and Loki, and those between me and Satan, share some electron density
it's all about probabilities, and "quantum superposition" with me. I am not one thing, but many all at once, and so are my deities
I didn't use to think that much of Satan, I wrote him off as a Christian figure, and Satanism as merely a lifeless and unimaginative parody of Catholicism, but my sole knowledge of Satanism came from brushes with metal music and reading bits of LaVey's "Satanic Bible" at a party ages ago
now, though, I feel like it's the other way round in a sense, and it's Christianity that's made a parody of Satan, ginned him up into this grandmaster of evil out of inflated self-importance
oh I was gonna say this about adding just a dash of Satan, or Satan-adjacent, to my spiritual practice, like a really flavorful hot sauce
and that is, it's a way to get my girlfriend more interested in what I do
and therein lies a tale
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my girlfriend's earthy as shit, that's all I can say, she's all about creature comforts and food and weed and sex
and holy shit that's just so amazing to me still
anyway, she's not had a lot of interest in spiritual woowoo and that's saddened me a little, because it's something I wish I could share with her
and Satan, strangely, seems like an ideal bridge